| HOLLA IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKK |
[Jun. 10th, 2007|01:24 am] |
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HAHAHAHa I was just reading entries from like years ago..okay like last year..and I am one funny cat. Some entries are mad funny and others I want to slap the me from then in the face. time travel bitch thats right thats what I wanna do. You know time travel would be mad cool. I would love to go back and tell myself hints about the future like stop whining about being single, its not cute and having a man is not always better. And I would tell myself that in the future youre going to miss the old gang alot and youll want monday night hangouts again more than anything so try to have as much fun as possible. Anddddd I would have told myself to get a digital camera for real because I dont have any old pictures of my friends during the best year ever (2006) and now that I have a camera I only have pictures of my dogs and family LAME!!!! If I told myself that I would be in my own mini house/cottage with jame and that I work at UGG and not Aero I would have NEVER believed myself. And mannn I feel mad old when I read this. I'm like going to be a junior next semester thats freaking crazy!!! But you know after all this time one thing stayed the same...I STILL LOVE DIGGY!!!! haha HOLLA, bitch...so YOOOOOOOooOOOOOOOOOooOOOOoOooOOOOoOoooo excuse me miss
PS the gang needs to hang out more..its official |
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| ya momma |
[Dec. 28th, 2006|06:05 pm] |
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i feel like this has been the most emotionally stressful month of my life and i just cant handle it anymore. i cry almost everyday and i cant seem to be truly happy. i also think this will be the worst birthday of my life so far since its only three days away and i have no idea how im spending it, if i will see any of my friends, or if any of my birthday wishes will come true. im so tired of crying i just feel like at any moment im going to have a nervous breakdown. the holidays werent even good this year and i feel like im not even looking foward to my birthday. work keeps getting worse and worse and i dont know what will happen when my family moves this summer. this feels like it has been one of the worst periods of time of my life. |
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| albany bitch troy |
[Dec. 3rd, 2006|12:36 am] |
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I don't wanna go home, this is my lifejournal. I have a crucible in front of my face, jim's friends weren't home but i'm still having fun playing with my bottle cap. there isn't even on typo in this and i'm really proud because mel's typing and she's not durnk. mad drunk. but noone reads my lifejournal anyways so it doesn't even matter cause this is the first time in 6 months i updated. cuase i never went online cause i know i dictator AKA jaknownothing AKA jen's a t rex in my picture on facebook and i'm a pterydaclyl and mel's a pterydaclty and joe's bones and jim's a plant. and my dad called me and he said move forward. ahhhh let me see what else. no not that. no. no stop LOL i like my friends and joe's watching TV cause me and mel are drunk only mel's not but she is. isn't. is but she's writing my lifejournal cause i can't type and she's weird so she likes to type so i dictate. to doodoo in your mouth.mouf.lame shaped like a square. roar. i'm not a whore from melanie.you're gonna look at that tomorrow and be like what did i write-from ashley. don't write that about jim about the reach around. i'm probably going to have to delte this entry in the morning AKA when i get home at 7. that time that my head was in mel's lap was in mad cute. babies. |
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| i feel the need to say.. |
[Jun. 10th, 2006|01:36 am] |
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blah..im a bad friend lately and whenever i try to fix it something or I screw it up and im pretty sure i just make it worse..blah goodnight |
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| im sorry |
[Apr. 25th, 2006|11:37 am] |
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im sorry |
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| no taintage, no viewing, no seeing....so frustrated |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|10:03 pm] |
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| | paul wall's "girl" is stuck in my head ah! | ] |
so i havent updated in forever. i dont even know where to begin. i just know that right now i am in a slightly poopy mood but dont feel like talking to anyone about it because it will just make me feel worse. i am just sooooo frustrated right now with everything and everyone. i have so much shit to do i shouldnt even be updating right now but that homework has never stopped me before. today started out to be a real great day. i got enough sleep, woke up on time, jammed to jack johnson on the way to school and even got offered a free cup of coffee at the gas station because i deserve it. i dont know why i let some dumb stupid shit bother me but i do. on another note, i wish i was going to florida with my family but im not. they are leaving on friday and i get to stay home and work and go to school and die and not get tan. i think i might get my haircut and maybe try and go tanning so i can pretend im in florida with my family. i am not sure why but this entry is doing the opposite of what i wanted it to..instead of making me feel better i am feeling worse. blahhhhhhhhhh. i guess ill go finish homework that i desperately need to do and wait for a phone call. |
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| words of wisdom |
[Mar. 4th, 2006|02:38 am] |
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"I have a delicate voice." -brien jon ruvio
brian and jimmy are the funniest couple ever. |
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| BOOTY BOOTY BOOTY BOOTY ROCKING EVERYWHERE |
[Jan. 26th, 2006|01:03 am] |
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| | death cab for cutie-what sarah said | ] |
blahhh so im updating because i cannot sleep. i have alot running through my mind right now and its all pretty dumb. this week everything has been bothering more than usual. im a little more frustrated then i have been lately and its been bothering me. school started and i can already see it stressing me out. i have the navy ball on friday which will be fun as long as there is no dumb ass drama caused by psychos. whatever, i should really be sleeping now and digg keeps telling me to but i just cant bring myself to. shes got my back and i basically love her..even when she tells me like it is. that is just what true bffs do. i think im gonna die when she goes away to school next year..scratch that i know im gunna die when she goes away to school. its funny how things turn out..how you hate someone one day and the next they are your favorite. digg you should get emotional right about here after i confess my undying love for you and tell you how much our frienship means to me. better yet you should bust out a move taking from that lil beyonce hahha.
i am in a pretty weird mood right now. i feel compelled to try and describe it but i know no words that could accuratly describe how i am feeling. i think its a mixture of being over tired and all the other emotions i am feeling. i almost wanna get all deep right now but im just too tired to finish my thought train.
someone i knew from deer park left me a myspace comment out of the blue. i saw him at a party last semester and it was kinda weird but we both said hi even though we havent talked in years. its weird to think that he left me a comment. like that he thought to do so..idk maybe its just my weird mood but whatever. to think that someone is thinking about you and you dont even know it is kinda creeping me out right now..and im not even just talking about this kid but like anyone in general thinking about you and you dont expect it or think about it. i dont even know if that makes sense the way i wrote it but thats what i am thinking about..alright going to bed for real. PIECEEEEEEEEEEEEE |
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| Sprung like The Chairman on Sayuri |
[Jan. 24th, 2006|12:37 am] |
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yup the caption says it all, im sprung. i was late to school on the first day of class. i just showered so i feel fresh. tomorrow looks promising. im going to sleep. |
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[Jan. 12th, 2006|02:02 am] |
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| | dashboard confessional-again i go unnoticed | ] |
so i havent written in here in such a long time i dont even know where to start. well its 1:40 am and i should prob be sleeping. i have work tomorrow and wanted to wake up early..doubt it will happen. the last week or so has been pretty sweet. im pretty sure i am catching the "i dont feel like going home and would rather hang out until all hours of the night disease." what can i say?...i love hanging out with the fags i like to call my friends. the rest of my birthday was real sweet and umm i dont really remember everything ive done since last time i updated but im sure it mostly consisted of bowling and going out to eat and working.
So let me see yesterday i had breakfast with jen (her lunch) and surpriseingly i was there 10 minutes early!! I welcolmed her into my car with some sweet jack johnson- better together..CORN!!.. we went to bagel lovers and i got the egg sandwich i have longed for. then we went to gringotts where jen got shut down and then we went to old navy and i bought avaitors so me and jen could match. Then i went to deer park and had lunch with roseanna and kristina at ruby tuesdays. every song that was on in that place had at one time been on the aero soundtrack i swear. then we went to the middle school to pick up ros sister and we decided to sneak in and remeninise..(i so spelt that wrong)...wen we were in there a teacher asked us if we were taking the late bus..now i know we are all tiny but being mistaken for middle schoolers, 12 year olds, thats just pathetic. then we went to kohls and played in the lingerie section like lil kids and snuck up on cindy and said hi. then i went home and got stuck in traffic on the lie and pretty much tried to master the technique of text messaging and driving at the same time. i think i did pretty well. then i sat around for a few hours and then went to friendlys with chris for ice cream. we had the gay waitor and i think he had a weird skin disease on his face..either that or he got his eyebrows done and whoever did it ripped some of his skin off.
then today i had work all day and came home to my mommas birthday festivities. me and my sisters decorated the house in like 5 minutes and jen called in the middle of it and i think it scared her off the phone. whitney came over and joined the family for birthday cake and got to witness some of the madness going on at my house. then she put all of her itunes on my ipod and me and her got to work on jamies drivers ed project. i love how me and her were just sitting her comparing north carolina and new yorks driving laws for 15 bucks each. then she left and i preceded to sit here and listen to all this new music i have and to finish my part of jamies project. and im getting kinda pissed cuz joe said he got kicked out of his house but wont tell me why cuz its a long story. what a dumbass. so i think my bffs will be proud that i finally sat down and wrote a decent sized entry. so i think im gunna call it a night and maybe update in another two weeks haha.
by the way...i miss diggy hoe. and i argued with her over it today. just wanted to include you in the entry hoe cuz you werent in it and you usually are lol. |
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